erTi da igive

gaTenda, cxovreba isev im Cveuli riTmiT, an uares SemTxvevaSi rogorc exla,neli nabijiT midis.dro saSinlad iweleba, TiTqos ricxvebi aRar gadis,yvelaferi erTi da igive trialebs. gafuWebuli gramofoniviT erTi da igives imeorebs.Sav-TeTri feri miuRia irgvliv yvela sagans,isev erTi da igive ,ese grZeldeba dausruleblad.

Mwuxarebas dausadgurebia adamianis gulSi da rac dro gadis ufro da ufro eSveba RrmulSi.stkiva iara romelic rom ar gamTeldeba.TiTqos raRac masTan erTad mokvdao, sulSi,sxeulSi erTnairad moswydomia raRac ,ar icis TviTonac rame organizmSi, rame gancda, iqneb TviT sikvdilis SiSic daukargavs da siyvarulis SegrZnebac,TiTqos misTvis aRar arsebobs araferi,aranormalurad ganicdis am ambavs,amaze meti adamians aRara stanjavs.ra SeiZleba moxdes mis cxovrebaSi kargi,axali, lamazi,rom es yvelaferi miayuCos Caacxros an Tundac saerTod daaviwyos,droebiT sul cota xniT da Semdeg isev erTi da igive.erTi da igive azri, erTi da igive SegrZneba,sxvisi grZnobebis, dafaseba,  Tanadgoma, sxvisi problemebi, Tavisi yvelaferi daukargavs adamians,ra moarCens?! is xom aravis ar hgavs, SeiZleba yvelaze cudia,magram is xom iseTia rogoric aris.arc imaze metia da arc imaze naklebi vidre sinamdvileSia.TiTqos dabrundeba Cveulebriv samyaroSi da sjera rogorc yvela adamians ise imedic ubrundeba,magram mas RmerTi am adamianur siamovnebas droebiT ki ara saaTobiT aZlevs, xan SeiZleba ifaravs kidevac amqveyniuri, dRevandeli  faseulobebisgan.adamianisTvis arc jojoxeTia qveyniereba da arc samoTxe,xandaxan arc ki icis TviTon risi an visi swams.iqneb arafris?!aravisi?!SeiZleba asec iyos , raga aris gasakviri misgan, TiTqmis yvelaferi gaiara.rogorc roboti elodeba…

dReebic  gadis.vai am dReebis gasvlas,raRac xom unda axarebdes cocxal adamians,aimedebdes, anugeSebdes.qveyanaze veraferi an araferi aRar daunaxavs ferebSi.iqneb mxedveloba daaklda,iqneb azrovneba iqneb ... arvici rame sxva, magram erTi da igive…...

adamians ar ZaluZs swrafad xanmokle periodSi moaxerxos bevri ramis gadatana, fizikurad is Zlieria magram fsiqologiurad ukve agar aris iseTi Zlieri rogoric iyo.icis nerviulobiT Tavis Tavs kargavs,magram ra qnas adamianma, uZluria bunebis winaSe, albaT es yvelaferi gardauvali iyo ,ai es aris mxolod nugeSi.uZluria da es uZlureba uaresad arTmevs mas yvelafers.aRaraferi gaaCnia TiTqos masTan erTad mokvda raRac, raRac rasac TviTon ver xvdeba.iqneb ara erTi SegrZneba daukargavs?! Aar asdevs kamaTs.rogor, rogor SeiZleba daiviwyos adamianma is tkivili, is adamiani, im adamianis siyvaruli,romelic misTvis Seucvlelia ,gana SeiZleba amoSalo adamianis cxovrebidan adamiani? Tanac iseTi arasodes misi msgavsi rom ar daibadeba,verasodes veRar naxavs.riT vanugeSoT, ra vuTxraT an da . . .

yvela uZluria, gaqvavebulia yvelaferi,nislSi gaxveula Yvela mogoneba

yvela epizodi rac masTan erTad odesme ganucdia,Sexebia,daunaxavs.risTvis?!magram vin upasuxebs adamians, is xom martoa da oTx kedelSi mis suraTs qargavs.iseTi didi tkivili aqvs qveyanaze ar arsebobs netareba, romelsac ki misi suli etaneba...

RmerTo!!! xandaxan aRmoxdeba Ronemixdils es sityvebi,ar icis oRond amas ra Sveba moaqvs misTvis,ratom ambobs,iqneb misTvis, iqneb misTvis daiRleba da CaeZineba,Tendeba da isev ise daiwyeba!!!

erTi da igive, erTi da igive.

                                                              

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